Hey guys, I've been really busy this past month what with school and job hunting, and I meant to get this all out much sooner, but time wasn't on my side and frankly, I've been quite stressed out.
First off though, good news! I'm finished with this semester!
I was sad to go though because my creative writing group and class were awesome
as well as my Japanese class - I had a lot of fun this semester~ ^^ I also got a job! First job for me ever, so it's pretty nerve raking! I'm working the kiosk at Sweet Water State Park, which is where I really wanted to work since I love nature and being outside.
I also just this past month got an Italian Vespa in order for me to get around since driving a car is a little too intimidating for me! When I get around to it, I'll post a picture of it for you guys to see.
Alright, so with all this cool stuff happening I shouldn't have any woes, right? Well as some of you may know, I have some pretty severe social anxiety at times - comes along when it wants to - and training this past week as been kind of hell on me. I'm stressed out all the time, haven't been eating much of anything, and to top it all off, I've got to learn to ride my Vespa ASAP in order to get myself around the park when my trainers turn me lose on the job. I know it doesn't sound like much, but it's really been eating up at me, plus, a job I thought I would have no issues in contains two of my biggest
issues, handling money and (basically) customer service. Don't ask me how I didn't see that coming when I applied, lol. I know things will get better as I get used to everything - it was almost the same with when I started college - but for now, I just need to figure out a way to pull myself out of this stress loop of death...and it's nice to get some of my anxiety off of my chest here, so if I haven't already chewed you guys out, thanks for reading. I just wanted to write and let you guys know what's up, and that as soon as I stop freaking out every day, I'll be back with some art!
Until then, I hope you all are doing well.